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- Title: Her Catalyst: Part 21 of 25
- Author : Geoff Schultz
- Release Date : January 09, 2020
- Genre: Paranormal,Books,Romance,
- Pages : * pages
- Size : 281 KB
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In Part 21, Rebeka adds to her Women At Work drawings and is overwhelmed by the positive responses. As her journey of touching goes on, she takes some risks which help her to realize that she is being healed. While waiting for a friend, Sharlene and her catalyst are assaulted by five young men. Angelisa doesnât feel ready to be the focal point to build a library for her cultureâs documents.
A peek inside:
She explains, âOf all the males Iâve been around, known, or even heard of, youâre the one who most deserves to be able to see a woman in all of her feminine beauty, and youâre the one who most deserves to be allowed to touch all of her feminine beauty. Last night, when you were giving us pleasure, even though you know youâre free to fully touch both Sharlene and Angelisa, you didnât touch them any more than how far youâve taken me on my journey of touching simply because you couldnât see who you were touching and didnât want to touch me more than you believed you should. Then you trusted them when they guided you to touch them more intimately. The respect you showed me by not touching them more, simply to avoid touching me more, is unbelievable.
âAnd then you showed me even more respect by believing I wouldnât cheat on my journey of touching and you donât know how tempted I was. Iâve never had anyone treat me with so much respect. Iâll never be able to thank Sharlene, Angelisa, or Klara enough for all of the love, care, support, and encouragement theyâve given me, when I didnât deserve an ounce of it. Without slighting anything theyâve done for me, youâve done something they couldnât do which means my gratitude towards you is even greater. Youâve put me on the path to healing completely and you did that long before you ever touched me. What you did was to stop me from automatically hating half of the entire human race.
âAfter what happened to me, it was so easy for me to hate all men as monsters, as murderers of female dignity, as thieves of womenâs self-esteem, and as rapists who are no better than animals. Yes, it was Angelisa and Sharlene who encouraged me to take a second look at you, but they wouldnât have done so if you werenât already demonstrating those qualities which made me realize that not all men are like what I suffered from and that I couldnât automatically hate all of them. Even if ninety nine percent of men are monsters, I couldnât be honest with myself and automatically condemn the one percent. Youâve stopped me from living a life filled with hatred which would have poisoned all that I did and all that I am.
âYouâve treated me with complete respect, youâve loved me, cared about me, supported me, encouraged me, put me on the path to financial stability, and on top of all of that, youâve shown me that intimacy can be beautiful and pleasurable instead of being a prison of pain and humiliation. I wouldnât be who I am or can be without you. Youâve given me life, freedom, a future, and resurrected my dead heart. And all of that, you gave to me freely, with no strings attached, and without expecting anything in return. I know you arenât looking for a reward or anything like that, but from my perspective I have to somehow express my gratitude towards you and to have you look at me no matter how little clothing I might have on, doesnât come close to beginning to reward you.
âGeorge, even giving you my body as an attempt to reward you for all youâve done for me isnât enough because as Sharlene and Angelisa have also learned, giving you my body for you to touch is more like giving myself a gift for all the pleasure you give me. I can give you my bare body, but you give it back filled to overflowing with wonderful comfort and pleasure. . . . Okay, maybe none of us truly deserve anything, but in my opinion, youâve more than earned the opportunity to see all of me and to touch all of me and I donât care who thinks otherwise.â